Hi, mates, I thought very hard about this, but i think, that i in my opinion there are some differences in the structures of the clan, that i cant get among with anymore. I will get a BFG member, so i will stay in the Mad-bfg family, so i just give up my admin privileges, my attitude will not change.
I spoke a lot about that with Blitz and thought very hard about it.
In my opinion M.A.D is going to get more and more in the way that i tried to avoid with my admin privileges. One Point is that we are going younger and younger... Well i shouldnt bewail this, because i am a young hopper too, but you know.. I get pissed off and bored about this spamming and decreasing mental developement. So many people with for example 13 years are in the clan and in my honest opinion they have nothing to do in M.A.D.... People dont care, how you feel, you almost have no contact to them, thats what i wanted to avoid as Admin, but i think i failed at that.
I dont agree to the recruitment system neither, we take every people, that says "hi, can i join to mad?" without 1.) testing him (its okay, we are an attitude, not a hardcore gamer clan) 2.) having longer talks with him to find out about his character... (what is the more important point at my view)
You Guys are not "guilty" that i leave, i love you all(almost), but the general basic adjustment is removing from my ideal imagination of a Clan.
I really deeply hope, that you are not too sad (yeah, i was a crap admin, too strict probably), or even angry.
Let's say... I dont really leave mad, coz this attitude is in the heart of all of us; i join BFG, because i think i am better kept in their community.
I just have the feeling that they care more about personal feelings and the true character of a player, the condition when i want to join BFG is, that I have to leave mad. I will accept this condition and so have to accept the consequences.
I feel very sorry for you because i backstabbed you from one to the other day.
I want to apologize to you, Ogster, because i rebuilt the clan together with you and recruited most of these people, but during the last months i had no contact to you, i searched for you ingame, on msn, wrote PMs to you, but you often did not answer :( I will not leave you, i hope you know that, i am BFG, dude, same Clan, as you are in too. I deeply hope, you calmed down after your reaction yesterday, you know how much i like you, i dont want to lose the friendship with you.
I'm Sorry...
Of course i will stay active in the forum, and if i am allowed i will play the tourny at the weekend, i hope i did not disappoint you too much ...
:/ have fun with bfg's ;) just an other tag, same family :) i won't mis you, you will be still here... right? :P i don't really like your decidion but i have nothing to say :/ and u thought deeply about this all so u know what ur doin :P
oggy, i asked how you and your wife are doing. is she better? you said she was ill..
you cant say, that we would have had any contact the last months. can you? But this is not the reason why i leave, i wrote in the first post above. It hurts myself to disappoint you, so please accept it and wish me some luck in bfg, as i said before, i dont want to lose our friendship.
guys it's not the end of the world, zed is still a member... being admin doesn't mean u like the clan more or that u are more of a mad than a normal member, we all wear the same tag. Like kamil said if u thought deeply about this then u know what u'r doing... just keep u'r signature and we'll still love u rofl. hf in bfg m8.
ZED i hoped this day wouldnt come ok we never got on from the start but the friendship came later if this is what you want then u will be missed by all even if they dont show it
I know i will miss u as a key player for mad but hey life goes on
I hope to see u wearing the BFG tag loud and proud and hopefully see u soon on the battle field
Adios Amigo
This post was in memory of MAD ZEDMASTER may you be mad for the eternity of a never ending fire
